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MtF Transition: Life through Transition

A deep dive video about my male to female transition! Warning: Lots of cute cats and happiness! https://linktr.ee/schylerspace Video Contents 0:00 - Baby 1:13 - Early Childhood 3:28 - Christian School 4:17 - College 5:26 - Soulmate 6:02 - Social Transition 7:00 - Medical Transition 9:04 - One year HRT 10:08 - FFS 11:23 - Wedding 13:26 - Move Home 15:33 - Breast Augmentation 15:53 - Cat Mommies Hi there! Welcome to my transition story. I’m Schyler, a trans woman who transitioned from male to female after 25 years due to a condition known as gender dysphoria. My gender dysphoria stemmed from my personality and autosexual orientation. I'm bisexual, attracted to both men and women, and autoheterosexual, attracted to myself as the opposite sex in terms of my mental experience. Growing up in the early 1990s, I was the firstborn of four boys in a loving, evangelical Christian family. My parents showered me with love and attention, nurturing my sense of self through various experiences. I had a vivid imagination and loved role-playing, often entertaining myself for hours. Around ages 6-10, I started having cross-gender dreams where I was a girl, which resonated with me but I couldn't quite understand. The most vivid memory of my early gender dysphoria occurred at age 8. While taking a bath at my grandparents' house, I prayed that God would turn me into a girl, a secret I kept hidden for years. As I hit puberty, my dreams became more sexual, revealing my autosexual orientation. I also experienced dysphoria which manifested in nonsexual coping rituals, like shaving body hair and trying to simulate breasts by pulling the fat forward. During my teen years, I leaned into masculinity to fight against my dysphoria, growing facial hair and deepening my voice. Despite appearing well-integrated as a male, I privately struggled with my gender identity. In college, I explored my sexuality and cross-gender expression, hooking up with both girls and boys and going out in drag. These experiences intensified my inner conflict and led to moments of emotional torment. By end of college, I was desperately unhappy as a male despite all my achieved success. Meeting my future wife in 2017 was a turning point. Our relationship forced me to confront my dysphoria and consider transitioning before making serious life commitments like marriage. I began by socially transitioning, wearing feminine clothes and expressing my female identity outwardly with makeup. During this time, I also started laser hair removal and electrolysis. My therapist and I agreed that medical transition made sense as a next step for my treatment goals. In early 2019, I started hormone replacement therapy, which brought significant relief from my dysphoria. Throughout my transition, I faced challenges with family acceptance and societal perceptions. Telling my parents was particularly difficult, but it brought a deep sense of relief and freedom. At first, they responded with complete disapproval, citing restrictions on any feminine expression if I was to return home. I refused to cut them off and expressed myself openly in gradual changes. I continued to visit them. Over time, they observed my prosocial behavior and shifted their viewpoint to the point of attending my wedding, which they had previously stated they would not attend. I began HRT and gradually underwent medical procedures, including facial feminization surgery and breast augmentation, to align my body with my desired gender expression. Each step brought me closer to feeling at peace with myself, but only after careful deliberation and recognition of the risks and limitations. My journey also included a spiritual reawakening, leading me to reconnect with God and a desire to give back. I want to help others navigate their own transitions by sharing my experiences and lessons learned. I encourage living with balance, open-mindedness, honesty, and love. Today, I am incredibly happy with my transition. My partner and I are married and living a fulfilling life together. My story is a testament to overcoming inner conflict and finding true happiness by facing adversity. I hope to inspire others to navigate their own journeys with courage and love.