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[Vocaloid] 哀悼、そして日常は続く / 卯花ロク Full English Cover / Mourning and Everyday Life Continues【Aesker】

A song about dealing with the loss of a loved one. I own nothing but my own voice and edits, all rights belong to the original artists, creators, and companies. If the original creators have a problem with this video being up, please don't hesitate to contact me! Original:    • 哀悼、そして日常は続く / 卯花ロク ft.裏命   Original Music/Lyrics: 卯花ロク   / ukaroku   Original Vocal: 裏命 Original Movie: 卯花ロク English Lyrics & Edits for English Lyrics: Aesker Vocals: Aesker If you want to support me further, check out my Ko-Fi page! : https://ko-fi.com/aesker Feel free to use my lyrics as always, but please credit me if you do, thank you! :) I stream pretty actively on Twitch and on Youtube, so feel free to come drop by someday if you'd like to come by and watch! @   / aesker   or on Aesker Plays @    / @aeskerplays   We also have a discord now if you'd like to join our community where you can get notified when I stream or upload a YouTube video, as well as get the chance to talk with other kind, lovely people in our community!   / discord   ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- On that day I missed school, but I put my uniform on like any usual morning In their formal attire, the faces of my parents appeared hazy to me There wasn’t a cloud in the sky to be seen, but the pleasant breeze, and clear blue sky only felt to me mocking Hearing voices up ahead, I opened the car door and walked over, hesitant There were people I once I knew from the past, there were people that I had never met I wonder if I seemed to them composed, tried my best to look alright, nodding my head in agreement Inside the japanese styled room, the cold seeped through my clothes like strong perfume The attendant approached and called my name, and I slid open the door To see Your face, so soft and sweet, lying there as if you were just asleep Looking like you’d wake any moment, and smile in my direction, but seeing that was just a dream Washing your soft skin, ‘til it’s hard and cold, no warmth left to feel, but I can’t let go All the dreams I had of us shatter, and leave me feeling hollow like your body that rests peacefully still With a large hole in my heart, I slipped on the sleeves of my uniform, to start the next morning All the way to the venue, my fluttering heart wouldn’t stop swaying as we drove Couldn’t hide my feelings when I saw you there, lying in your coffin surrounded by a bed full of flowers Closing my eyelids to hide, but reality hits hard, and leaked out from my eyes The doors closed, and the locks were being locked, I stared blankly like time came to a stop As your body was being carried away, all that I could do was watch as time kept ticking ,dissipating Summer hadn’t even arrived, but I heard the cicadas chirp and cry I felt like the hole made inside my heart - felt a little bit more full But the Time to say bye drew near, once you are cremated, will you disappear? Couldn’t tell if sweats dripping down, or if tears were running down me, but nothing seemed to make it stop From the drink machine in the waiting room, grabbed something to drink to deal with the gloom Every gulp I took of the tasteless drink passed the time more quickly, and made it slip away The drink then fell onto the floor, exploding, leaking out and more, sending chills through my body from my head to toes, shaking me to my core Then the attendant called my name again After you’re laid to rest, only ash and bones left Picking up your bones with chopsticks, and then put in a urn and kept Thinking of how you were, now you’ve become so small Breaking out into a cold sweat, shaking as tears start to fall Leaving the funeral, walking out door with what’s left of you Falling in a daze where I can’t discern dreams from reality, without you what I should I now do? My slightly burned hands start to hurt and ache, felt as if at any moment I could break It felt like reality dragging me down into the darkness, and clouding up my head The sunset outside the car window was the prettiest I’d seen, the colours were so vivid and was more so then it initially seemed That scenery felt so hateful to me As if nothing had happened, I slipped on the sleeves of my uniform, to start the next morning Covering my face with makeup, under my eyes to hide their swollen puffs Outside was a endless sky, open and clear, looking out the window before I pack up all of my school gear Grab my bag as I go, say to my parents “Later, see you at home” #Aesker